live. love. and dream. a star that constantly burns in the sky.

Saturday, December 21, 2002

Hey hey, today was an awsome day, i went shopping wid Umi-sama and her family, i went to places like Pacific Mall and first MArkem Place and WHOA TOTAL ANIME OVERLOAD! *HEEHEE i got X terrot cards and they AWSOME. Also i bought Umi-sama a book and tom im going to sTC and getting her something else since a boook is cheap...>P humm also, i was eating @ a Chinese Resturant, were i was totally insecure about using chop sticks...so i fork was given to me...but like the fast learning person i am i learned to use chops sticks in like 20 mins!! *peace sign* HOSHI! im not a pro, but guy, i can use them well ^-~ oh but it was so cool, using them and eating all these foods id never eaten b4!! ^-^ i left from my house @ like 11:30 am and got bac like 7!!! O.o it was SO much fun tho, life rocks, l8z! ^-^

Friday, December 20, 2002

Heys, I'm in TECH class right now and it's the last day of school....there's like 5 students in my class right now. lol there's nothing 2 do, but im looking foward to the day, I'm in a pretty cheerful mood, for such a gloomy day. I'm sitting alone like usual, but ya kno...im fine alone, everyone else is chatting, lol making fun of each other, i can hear their chatter and also the constant strum of the PC. outside the hallways are bare of noise, except for the few that travel the hallways like flocks of birds. Curious. <- i like that word. ^-^ ne wayz, today after school im prob hanging out wid a few good friends, i cant wait...uh-oh i believe i heard the jingle of a bell. /Merry Christmas\ I wont miss school. *grins* *eh heh heh cause after holidays are exams O.O....ne wayz. dis weekened im playing to go to Pacific mall wid a good friend. *stary eyed* ANIME!! *dances around* hell ya guy, can't wait, even tho i stick out so much...er..the guy just came and sat beside me...dun want him to see this...oh...nvm he gone, ne wayz ya,and then on sunday i should b going to the movies wid another friend and hanging out after! ooo sooo much funnn i have a feeling that he mit not b able to go..tho..or will he? meh, pretty soon im going to ask another friend vcklo to help me out so i cant get comments on this page...altho i dunno who'd want to come here...*eh heh...ne wayz..on to something else..

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

*eh heh, well the second day here and I have nothing really emotional to put...actually, well I'm worried about a friend, itz bad, but I can't do anything about it, I don't like feeling helpless. I wish I could help everyone, but there are those who refuse to listen...or don't want to get help. I never give up, it's like a code of mine, do u kno how hard it is for me to just go, "ait...ill leave u alone then." to a friend? *shakes head* itz tough, but ive learned. *looks at bro leaving rude* i kno this is his comp, but guy, itz annoying having him shove me off the comp all the time...well he doesnt alwayz win..*grins* not to mention the fact that the cat is sitting on me...*cringes* im typing widout looking. COOL! ^-^ humm i have three catz, Peaches (f), Toby (m), Ronan (m). so kawaii aww and when they rest their head on ur arm...ne wayz, found out some bad news, my nono has cancer, not..so..uplifting...and he said he wanted me to speak italian b4 he dies, i cant do it man...like..im not interested in learning...*sighs* i dont kno wat to do, i wish there was some way i could just get sucked into one of the books i have (one of the better at least). Just leave everything else behind...*sighs* *stary eyed* people think i got it easy...i just deal wid my troubles differently. I guess that why i read, itz like a whole different world, one where my world becomes a blurr and the characters become alive in my mind. me o tojite...and u will see the water fall gently to the ground, feel the breeze slides thro the leaves of the trees, see the fire roar like a wave of pure emotion, watch the characters move like a mirage in a desert...i could go on...^-^ all u have to do, is me o tojite
me o tokjite close your eyes...

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

does ne one else here suck at templates and deigning things using funny words? cause i do, how the fruit to i get rid of the "huh"
as kaz says. *is pissed*

Ait, well, this is my first postage, lets just say, I'm in a low mood right now. Well, for my tastes anywayz. I'm more like water right now, a gentle water trickling over rocks, singing a song, yet singing it gently and in a beautiful sorrow. I am more like fire normally...wild and unpredictable in moods, of course, I burst out and shout to the world with my happiness, but today I have been affected by a book. It's cool, yet...disturbing at the same time. It's called "Across the Nightingale Floor", I may have spelled it wrong, my apologies, but it's more for a reader with a comphrehensable mind. Adult book in general. Anywayz, it's about this land thatz torn apart by clans, one king dude no like the Hidden, the look at life as Catholics do generally. Anywayz, a Hidden boy, gets his village attacked, he is found by a lord againt the "evil king" and then it is reveiled that his real father was an assassin. (*GASP*) And the lord along with a friend teaches him the way of assassination...talk about lost innocence. Not to mention the thought of laying to bed with a 12 year old prostitute (hes 16 btw) stirrs his pity but doesnt stop him...grosses me out. Woman are treated so wrongly in this book. *sighs* well it takes place in a olden China setting. Other than the abuse woman get (must face the hard truth of those times i guess), this book is excellent. It intrigues the mind and keeps the character on their toes at all times. The beautfiful script flows along the pages, as the description of the forest infested mountains and dripping of the smallest rain drop leaves you in a new world. Anyway, I'm not a reviwer...so...*heehee...itz 10:55pm. Shi guy, I need to study for a math test I have tomorrow, I'm gonna fail less I pass the exams. *sets stress bagage aside* *tells* "u stay there, while i sleep, ill pick you up in the morning." :) ne wayz, id like to write more..but im sure there's a limit on this damn thing...*looks around* l8z ya'll